This isn't who I am.

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

i'm holding onto a fairytale,
we're moving forward but we're not there yet.
just fucking hold me.
i don't want to wait for you.


fuck, your violence hurts.
i'm sorry to be an inconvenience & i know it's not mutual, but;

Monday, March 15, 2010

"think about all the people you are going to meet in your lifetime. think about who you will fight with, who you will love, who you will be friends with, who will break your heart, who you will meet that may change a part of you and never see again. think about what they are doing right at this very moment. and where they are, and what they will do tomorrow. just stop and think about it. it’s incredible, no?"
It was the first time I didn’t fall asleep until the sun came up, 'cause we never ever had enough. It was the first time that we could rush the streets, Feeling no defeat, cause we were ready to ignite the sky.
It was the last time, that I had the time of my life.
Dear Sexless/No Sex -
I now have nothing to lurk in my spare time. Thanks!~

Saturday, March 13, 2010

i'm such a fool.

Friday, March 12, 2010

a constant knot in my gut.
You might never meet me, for I am King.
And as we march into the storms eyes,
I find relief in the rain.
I can hind as I lead my army, into certain death.

Eyes over you.
Feel Alive.

And I wanted you to know, today won't go down in stone.

And I wanted you to know, I never meant for this.
Close your eyes, Shut your eyes.